BACK UP PLAN

           People used to have back-up plan, (Plan B, Plan C, Plan D) when the first-Plan A  is not worked out. Analyze that, if you have plan B or C, means that the previous plan is failed. Optimist person will keep on trying with other plan while the Pessimist goes with other target, and of course with different plan. Me,  not a strongly optimist-person, used to try, at-least, until plan B. But that only for some cases. Want to know why? usually the Plan B is just the same as plan A but went on other day, other hour and more confident on act, i.e; asking salary raise or applying new job. I quited, after the plan B also failed and moved on. I believe if something not goes with the plan twice, it means I am not meant to it.

          In other hand, persistent person will keep on trying until the very last minute or if the chance is closed. Just a few people of this kind, finally got what they want. They are the people who succeed to turn back other opinion and prove to the world, that the power of the dream must go along with the hard work and never give up-attitude. Amazing and inspirational. They likely have only one plan; Keep try until something happen.

         How it gonna happen when it comes to Love? Better being realistic or persistent? Well, for me, I always want to be realistic. When the girl I like doesn't want me, I might try for the second time. After being rejected again, I will move on and find another. I think, it is impossible to impose someone to Love me. That was my plan. In fact, when I thought I already moved on, I am not. My head ready, my heart never ready. Back to the article I wrote, erase someone in the head is, somehow, easy but to erase it from the heart is another story. Damn difficult.

         I know some of  my friend, were being persistent to pursue their women of their live, and they have their love. Finally. I don't know if those girls, at some point, were losing way to ignore them  and at last, accepted them for their hard work, or in this case, they found out the men they love more often to hurt them, so being loved seems make sense than loving. So many reason maybe. Like old said, woman's heart are deeper than ocean and unpredictable like wind. You will never understand.

         Were those guys being a back up plan? Is it acceptable to be a back up plan? My friend told me that she would be happier if I found someone other who love me for me, even I am not love her so much, than to know, I am being a back up plan (To make it fair, my friend set up the story that I am not making that imaginary girl was my back up plan. Clever!). Is it means loved is better than loving? (according to her, YES) Really, this love thingy is make me confuse,  happy, out of my senses and HURT. I hope, I am not losing hope. If desperate, even being BACK UP PLAN is make sense. Aaaarrrrgghhhh!